I was helping my uncle move some heavy stuff today. It was so hard struggling through what I used to do with minimal effort. I am so amazingly tired. Muscle loss has hit me really hard. It's almost been a year of hrt, I guess if I didn't have this happen something would be wrong.
It's kinda scary to me to be so weak. I used to be so strong. I used to be able to lift heavy stuff all by myself for hours and hours. Now I struggle. It's a scary contrast. It's just one of the huge changes that kinda happen gradually. It's what I want though, so it's not like this is scary because I didn't want it to happen.
I guess it's just something I need to get used to. I wonder if helping my uncle with labour like this would stop I were out to him.
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