Whipping post

Today was quite fun. It was the first day in a looooong time that Serina has been really sadistic towards me. And I took it all, and rather enjoyed most of it.

We have a regular thing now, she basically plays with my nipples until I come. That takes a while, it hurts but feels oh so good at the same time, and she gets a small regular outlet for her sadistic urges. Today was much much more than that.

She got to my house while I was still asleep, and put my collar on me while I was still lying down and fairly groggy. I think that contributes to me feeling comfortable in the collar, and craving it sometimes. Then she climbed in with me and we snuggled while I woke up properly. We got up, I made some lunch for us, and kneeled next to her and ate. That is a big big big deal for me, my knees are horrible. I had a bad accident in high school that left both of my knees in very bad shape, but a few pillows on the ground and it seemed to work for a while.

After lunch, I went and got changed. Last week, I got some blue tights that were just barely too small, so I cut them and made thigh highs and wore them with a suspender and miniskirt. No shirt. And spent the rest of the day in this outfit, exposed and ready for fun. Serina seemed very happy with what I was wearing, she said she liked having access to my cock. Then we went into my room for a play.

After a very long session of me screaming my lungs out while she abused my nipples, we calmed down for a bit. Then we went out, and she sat me on a chair in the loungeroom and made me keep eye contact while she did horrible things to me again. It was.... intense, and hard, but I did it. And loved it. It was more than nipples this time. She hit me, scratched me, pinched, slapped, groped and even threw in some degradation. Then she lead me into the bedroom and we lied down for a very long time, while I tried to calm down a bit. At some point, my dog started barking to be let outside. I started to get up and was pushed back down, with Serina saying quietly "No, you've done enough for today"

I melted. I snuggled up to her a lot when she got back.

I think I'm really enjoying fitting back into the submissive role...