I haven't written anything here for ages, except that depressing thing I wrote yesterday.
Nothing has been happening though. No revelations, no self discovery, no gender issues... I kinda think it's a good thing, in a way. No news is good news, right?
I think why I haven't been writing here is because nothing has been solid lately. I think one thing and then change my mind instantly. I get happy about finally getting some money in, and then get sad for the same reason. I try to work on my voice and it doesn't work. That's a lie, I haven't tried to change my voice in about 5 months. It's too defeating. I think at around this time of night, "tomorrow I will wake up, psych myself up and then work on my voice" but it never happens. I can't even place why it's so defeating, but I hear a lot of people struggle with this.
I feel like I'm just meandering around right now.
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