Argh it's so blue!

Wednesday, I had someone over. I'm currently being considered by them to be their sub.

Since I don't like using names in my blog, I will just call them D from now on.

Even though I have been someone's sub before, it was under very different circumstance to how D operates. There is very little to compare, which is a bit strange to me. I didn't realise how different people's styles were in this regard, not that I thought it was all the same. I think part of it is (big surprise) a change in genders. Not my gender; theirs. D is the first man I've been with in a while, and the first male dom.

Not only that, I haven't submitted to anyone in a long time. It's easy to forget stuff when you have no need to know it. So, D said I should look it up, learn what I can. That's what I'm doing now. He also gave me some things to think about, which I'm pouring myself into.

Not really up to sharing the details of what happened when he was over, mostly because almost all of it is a blur I barely remember, but at the end I learned a valuable lesson. I was in a hood for probably an hour and a half, and of course the point of that is to not be able to see anything, among other things. Now, in my room I have strung up fairly lights. Blue ones, just to fit my colour scheme. They're not that bright, but when you've been in total darkness for a few hours, you might as well be staring at the sun when it comes off. It felt like the light pierced my brain and burnt through the back of my skull when the hood finally came off.

The lesson: No more blue fairy lights during a session.