I see a psychologist every week. I started going to talk about gender stuff, but it just unearthed a lot of other things to deal with. Mostly my mother and depression.
Last week something big happened. The only thing is I don't remember what it was. I remember crying for almost the whole session, but I don't know why anymore.
This is very frustrating.
One thing I do remember is that my psych sounded very worried when she said she thinks I shouldn't be in the same house as my mother anymore... which scared me. A lot. Most of the time I just think the amount my mother effects me is entirely in my head, but to have it confirmed that she is doing a lot of harm... that's scary.
But that's been going on for months, stuff with my mother. It's this particular session that I'm thinking about. I wish I remembered why I was crying for so long.
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