On the verge...

I've been reading a lot lately. Learning. Understanding.

For once I'm not reading comics. For once I'm not playing games. For once I'm not reading pseudophilosophical crap found on internet forums written by 16 year olds. I've fallen back into an old groove I'd forgotten was a big part of me. And it's making me want. Making me need.

I feel like I'm on the verge of doing something, but I don't know what. Whatever it is, it's making me want to create again, when all I've wanted to do for so long is destroy.