Wednesday, 18 April 2012

Where we are

Serina and myself have been heavily reassessing Us.

She's my mummy. Note the non-capitalisation of that. It's not her title, even though I'd like it to be. She calls me her girly, though I'm mostly not, even though I really want to be.

Part of me wants to dive in, but I know that would do more harm than good. But sitting here doing nothing is really grating. I think her time with E has made her significantly less domly.

There isn't much to say on this, because it's mostly just a waiting game. I asked her if she would like more power over me (once again, this being something I really want) and she said maybe one day.

One day...

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