Man. Where to start?
It seems like Serina and myself have been on a startlingly long holiday away from each other without either of us realising it. We're constantly relearning parts about each other, and ourselves.
And I've really missed her talking to me about BDSM theory. Had a very long talk last night about what it means to be a masochist. Isn't it funny how you can explain something and it sounds like you're talking about quantum physics, but then if you rearrange some words you realise, holy shit you're talking about me. I realised I don't enjoy pain, I enjoy where it takes me. I've only been there once before, and it was amazing, but kinda scary. But also rather fuzzy and warm.
On top of this I see other new parts about myself, about inner strength and my general sense of self worth.
I've also added about 200 new things to my To-Try list.
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