Friendships

I'm rather... extreme when it comes to friendships.

I feel a huge need to share everything with someone. It's hard for me to have multiple people fulfill multiple aspects of me with little overlap between them. I'm almost a serial monogomist, but with best friends instead of lovers. Sometimes the two overlapped but not much until the last few years.

I have issues connecting with people sometimes, so when I find someone who I can share almost everything with I latch on. This is the longest I've gone in about 10 years without a person like that and I'm really feeling the itch. Serina is a good part-time version of this person, but I can only see that decreasing in the future, even though we're really close.

It's really hard to find this kind of person when you're not doing anything with your life. I miss having someone I can do everything with, and always talk to.