Halloween has pretty much always been my favourite holiday despite living in Australia. In high school I'd have friends over for a night of horror movies, which was something I'd look forward to a lot. But that ended when we all finished high school and drifted in different directions.
I really miss that. There have been so many obstacles getting in the way of doing something like that again, mostly because of my mother and the state of the house.
This year, after getting closer to some friends and having them in my house, I thought it would be different. I thought it would be nice to continue my little tradition and evolve it and use it to spend more time with newer friends.
One friend's lack of interest on top of the other friend's lack of listening skills is making me more stressed than I should be about this. There's so many things to juggle with that second friend as well. I'm starting to consider just canceling it and waiting until next year, when maybe I'd have someone to do this with. Or maybe finding some other people.
I don't know. I feel lost, and I'm taking it way too personally. I just miss Halloween so much.
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